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~Beastrife-sama~
Another set of random lyrics Goes by the melody of Kimi wo Kazaru Hana wo Sakasou by GARNET CROW. Enjoy.

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二度と夢に現れないで
君の笑顔はもう要らないよ
涙流すことさえしないよ
君に誰かいるのもかまわない
散り去った花びらのように

「心が止まるのなら
まだ生きて行けるのだろう」
君は聞いてみた

答えがわからなかった
僕は今気づいたけれど
生きて行けそうね

夢に現れないでほしい
もう君のことを忘れてたいよ
君と過ぎた幸せな時は
戻れないことを知っているからよ
一人で海を眺めている

消せない思いまた繰り返す
空っぽの僕の胸に
嫌いになりたい
強くはなれない
絶望も希望も求め

夢に現れないでほしい
思い出という逃げ場所もなく
過ぎた春と同じように冬は
終わる日もきっと来るはずなのよ
傘を広げて いつか雨が止む証は
美しく空に架かるよ

nido to yume ni arawarenaide
kimi no egao wa mou iranai yo
namida nagasu koto sae shinai yo
kimi ni dare ka iru no mo kamawanai
chiri satta hanabira no you ni

"kokoro ga tomaru no nara
mada ikite yukeru no darou"
kimi wa kiite mita

kotae ga wakaranakatta
boku wa ima kizuita keredo
ikite yukesou ne

yume ni arawarenaide hoshii
mou kimi no koto wasuretetai yo
kimi to sugita shiawase na toki wa
modorenai koto wo shitte iru kara yo
hitori de umi wo nagamete iru

kesenai omoi mata kuri kaesu
karappo no boku no mune ni
kirai ni naritai
tsuyoku wa narenai
zetsubou mo kibou mo motome

yume ni arawarenaide hoshii
omoide to iu nigebasho mo naku
sugita haru to onaji you ni fuyu wa
owaru hi mo kitto kuru hazu nano yo
kasa wo hirogete itsuka ame ga yamu akashi wa
utsukushiku sora ni kakaru yo

Don't appear in my dream again
I don't need your smile anymore
I won't cry again
I won't be bothered if you had someone else
Like the petals scattered away

"If our hearts stopped
Would we still be able to live?"
You tried asking me

I didn't know the answer then
But I noticed it now
It seems like we can

Please don't appear in my dreams
I want to forget you already
Because I know the happy times I've been through with you
Will never come back
I'm looking at the sea alone

These thoughts that cannot be erased continue to repeat themselves
In my empty heart
I want to hate you
I can't become stronger
I yearn for both hope and despair

Please don't appear in my dreams
I don't even have a place to escape to named memories
Like the springs that passed, winter
Will definitely reach an end too
Open the umbrella, someday, the proof of the end of the rain
Will run across the skies beautifully
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
Another set of lyrics that came from nowhere. Melody of "pray" by ZARD. Enjoy.

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冷たい雨に濡れてしまった
あの日は凍えた鳥のよう
夢ばかり見てた
何も出来ずに
君のこと思い出す

情熱が冷やされてた
僕の心は
何かに知らされたのよう
話さえもなく 君を見つめているよ
だけど届かない

海岸に座っていて
海を眺めてた
この愛 燃やして行く 焦がして行く
花火のように

このまま心が苔にまみれた石になる
何も何も 感じるのは出来ぬ
いつもそばにいた君のことを愛してるよ 今も 今も
君はまだ知らない
糸が切れているたこのように
大空に流されてゆくよ

朝が来るたび 君の姿が
何故か目に映るよ Oh...
何処かあの遠い空の向こうに
飛んで行きたいよ 君と...

そしていつかこの感じは粉々になってしまう
冬の雪のように
心の内に君を叫んでるよ どんなにつらくても
君はまだ知らない
苔にまみれてる石のように
心が止められてゆくよ

tsumetai ame ni nurete shimatta
ano hi wa kogoeta tori no you
yume bakari mite ta
nani mo dekizu ni
kimi no koyo omoidasu

jounetsu ga hiyasareteta
boku ni kokoro ga
nani ka ni shirasareta no you
hanashi sae mo naku kimi wo mitsumete iru yo
dakedo todokanai

kaigan ni suwatte ite
umi wo nagameteta
kono ai moyashite yuku kogashite yuku
hanabi no you ni

kono mama kokoro ga koke ni mamireta ishi ni naru
nani mo nani mo kanjiru no wa dekinu
itsumo soba ni ita kimi no koto wo aishiteru yo ima mo ima mo
kimi wa mada shiranai
ito ga kireteiru tako no you ni
oozora ni nagasarete yuku yo

asa ga kuru tabi kimi no sugata ga
naze ka me ni utsuru yo Oh...
doko ka ano tooi sora no mukou ni
tonde yukitai yo kimi to...

soshite itsuka kono kanji wa konagona ni natte shimau
fuyu no yuki no you ni
kokoro no uchi kimi no na wo sakenderu yo donna ni tsurakute mo
kimi wa mada shiranai
koke ni mamireteru ishi no you ni
kokoro ga tomerarete yuku yo

I was drenched by the cold rain
Those days were like a frozen bird
Only dreaming
Without being able to do anything
I think of you

Passion is getting cooled
In my heart
Seeming like being informed by something
Without words, I'm looking at you
But, I can't reach you

Sittng by the sea
Looking at the sea
This love is will go on burning, charring
Like fireworks

At this rate, my heart is turning into a stone covered in moss
Being unable to feel anything
I love the you who were always around me, even now, even now
You still don't know
Like a kite which string has broken
Flowing away in the vast sky

Whenever morning comes, your image
Somehow appears in my eyes, Oh...
Somewhere towards the faraway sky
I want to fly to, with you...

And, in time, this feeling will be pulverized
Like winter's snow
In my heart, I'm calling out your name, no matter how hard it is to
You still don't know
Like a stone covered in moss
My heart is beginning to stop
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
Another set of lyrics. Goes by the melody of ZARD's Kono Ai ni Oyogi Tsukarete mo.

Enjoy.

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この愛が空回りしても
愛し続けるよ なくなるまで

初めて話した日から
まだ友達で居ようよ
笑ったりしていた
悩みも分担した
そしていつかこの気持ちが
変わった

この愛に振り回されても
愛し続けるよ やさしいあなたを
愛しすぎたのか? もう終わりなのか?
あなたの笑顔が見えなかった
そんな日があったら 苦しかった

何かで二人が別れ
何かで二人が再会
話が尽きましたか?
君に嫌われたのか?
分かり合えない日はいつでも
悲しい

この愛を見失っていても
愛し続けるよ 微笑むあなたを
独り占めしない あなたに逢いたい
たとえどんなに切なくても
遠ざかる背中を追いかける

この愛が空回りしても
愛し続けるよ やさしいあなたを
愛しすぎたのか? もう終わりなのか?
暖かかった日を探してる
そんな日に逢ったら 放さない

Romaji

kono ai ga karamawai shite mo
aishi tsuzukeru yo nakunaru made

hajimete hanashita hi kara
mada tomodachi de iyou yo
warattari shite ita
nayami mo buntan shita
soshite itsuka kono kimochi ga
kawatta

kono ai ni furi mawasarete mo
aishi tsuzukeru yo yasashii anata wo
aishi sugita no ka? mou owari nano ka?
anata no egao ga mienakatta
sonna hi ga attara kurushikatta

nani ka de futari ga wakare
nani ka de futari ga saikai
hanashi ga tsukimashita ka?
kimi ni kirawareta no ka?
wakari aenai hi wa itsudemo
kanashii

kono ai wo mi ushinatte ite mo
aishi tsuzukeru yo hohoemu anata wo
hitori jime shinai anata ni aitai
tatoe donna ni setsunakute mo
toozakaru senaka wo oi kakeru

kono ai ga karamawari shite mo
aishi tsuzukeru yo yasashii anata wo
aishi sugita no ka? mou owari nano ka?
atatakakatta hi wo sagashiteru
sonna hi ni attara hanasanai

English Translation

Even if this love is fruitless
I will still continue to love, until I am gone

Since that day when we first talked
Still, let us just be friends
We laughed together
And shared our troubles
And someday, this feeling
Changed

Even if this love swings me around
I will still continue to love the kind you
Did I love too much? Is this the end already?
I could not see your smile
On those days, it was bitter

From something, we parted
From something, we met again
Are our topics for conversation use up?
Have I been hated by you?
On the days when we cannot understand each other
It is sad

Even if I lose sight of this love
I will still continue to love the smiling you
I will not take everything for myself, I want to meet you
No matter how painful it might be
I will chase after that back which is getting further away

Even if this love is fruitless
I will still continue to love the kind you
Did I love too much? Is this the end already?
I am searching for those warm days
If I meet them, I will not let go
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
ZARDの坂井泉水さんへ、

お誕生日おめでとうございます!

去年は泉水さんから色々学びました。今年こそ、色々お願いいたします。

あなたの存在は絶対忘れません。みんなの心に歌い続けます。

どうもありがとうございますした。
 
 
Mood: ご冥福を祈りいたします。
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
I actually wrote this before Toori Sugita Shunkan, but I didn't post it. I shall now. Goes by the melody of Kimi to no Fureai by ZARD, which can be played by hovering your mouse on the link which reads the song title at the right side of this LiveJournal. Just click on the play button on the music player which pops out. Enjoy.

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暗い夜空見上げて
星たちが輝いているけど
僕の心の中 暗闇に迷っている

もしもその灯りが僕の心にあるなら
今はこんなに苦しいはずない

心が枯葉のように
散り散りになって このまま
もう逢えない気がした
流れている
君の思いの歌

月明かりに揺れてた
その姿優しくて美しい
しかし今はそんな 君がもういない

あの日に戻れたら二度と君を離さない
ならば無口な心が要らない

瞳に涙がこぼれ
頬を濡らしてもずっと
君のことを思い出す
探していた
あの日の微笑み

淋しい夜の一人
悲しくて心が枯れ
膝を抱いて泣いてた
別れてゆく
懐かしい二人

心は枯葉のように
散り散りになって このまま
もう逢えない気がした
消えてゆくよ
君の思いの歌

Romaji

kurai yozora miagete
hoshi tachi ga kagayaite iru kedo
boku no kokoro no naka kurayami ni mayotte iru

moshimo sono akari ga boku no kokoro ni aru nara
ima wa konna ni kurushii hazu nai

kokoro ga kareha no you ni
chiri chiri ni natte kono mama
mou aenai ki ga shita
nagarete iru
kimi no omoi no uta

tsuki akari ni yureteta
sono sugata yasashikute utsukushii
shikashi ima wa sonna kimi ga mou inai

ano hi ni modoretara nido to kimi wo hasanai
naraba muguchi na kokoro ga iranai

hitomi ni namida ga kobore
hoho wo nurashite mo zutto
kimi no koto wo omoidasu
sagashite ita
ano hi no hohoemi

sabishii yoru no hitori
kanashikute kokoro ga kare
hiza wo daite naiteta
wakarete yuku
natsukashii futari

kokoro wa kareha no you ni
chiri chiri ni natte kono mama
mou aenai ki ga shita
kiete yuku yo
kimi no omoi no uta

English Translation

I look up at the dark night sky
The stars are shining, but
In my heart, I'm lost in darkness.

If that light is in my heart,
Then surely, I would not feel so painful...

My heart, like the fallen leaves,
Is scattering at this rate.
I felt that we could not meet again.
It was flowing,
The song of your memories.

Dancing in the moonlight,
Your image was gentle and beautiful.
But now, that you is no longer around.

If we could return to those days, I will not let go of you again.
If so, then I would not need this wordless heart.

From my eyes, tears are overflowing.
Even if they wet my cheeks, I will still continue
To think about you.
I have been searching for
That day's smile.

Alone in a lonely night,
I was so sad my heart withered.
Embracing my knees, crying.
Parting,
The nostalgic two of us.

My heart, like the fallen leaves,
Is scattering at this rate.
I felt that we could not meet again.
It is vanishing,
The song of your memories.
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
Alright. Here you go. Melody of Sagashi ni Ikou yo. Enjoy.
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巡り会う あの季節
もう一度 抱きしめてたい
あの日から 愛していた
いつまで 共に歩けるのか?

人は悲しみに傷付けられる
そんなこと何度もさせられたよ
愛しい君に

通り過ぎた瞬間 何も出来ぬ
動かずに見送ってただけ
別れてゆく すべてが終わる
迷った心も止まるよ
抜け殻だけが残ってしまいそうね
Loving you...

淋しさに人は強く
なれるよ わかってるけど
止めたいよ この愛を
止めるほど 君を好きになる

人は愛しさに振り回される
そんなこと人の心を変えるよ
かわいい君のも

通り過ぎた瞬間 言葉もなく
ただ君を眺めていたよ
隠された痛み溢れているよ
咲かないままで散る花よ
灰色の空を見上げ
Oh... 涙流す

たとえ遠くに離れてても
変わらずに君を守るよ Oh...
時が流れ 痛み癒せない
いつかまた会う日まで...

窓の外から月明かりが
やさしくベッドに落ちている
静かに一人で祈っているよ
咲かないままで散る花よ
抜け殻だけが残ってしまいそうね
Loving you...

人は変わる...
心変わらぬ...

Romaji

meguri au ano kisetsu
mou ichido dakishimetetai
ano hi kara aishite ita
itsu made tomo ni arukeru no ka?

hito wa kanashimi ni kizu tsukeru
sonna koto nandomo saserareta yo
itoshii kimi ni

toori sugita shunkan nani mo dekinu
ugokazu ni mi okutteta dake
wakarete yuku subete ga owaru
mayotta kokoro mo tomaru yo
nukegara dake ga nokotte shimai sou ne
Loving you...

sabishisa ni hito wa tsuyoku
nareru yo wakatteru kedo
tometai yo kono ai wo
tomeru hodo kimi wo suki ni naru

hito wa itoshisa ni furi mawasareru
sonna koto hito no kokoro wo kaeru yo
kawaii kimi no mo

toori sugita shunkan kotoba mo naku
tada kimi wo nagamete ita yo
kakusareta itami ga afurete iru yo
sakanai mama de chiru hana yo
haiiro no sora wo miage
Oh... namida nagasu

tatoe tooku ni hanaretete mo
kawarazu ni kimi wo mamoru yo Oh...
toki ga nagare itami iyasenai
itsuka mata au hi made

mado no soto kara tsuki akari ga
yasashiku BEDDO ni ochite iru
shizuka ni hitori de inotte iru yo
sakanai mama de chiru hana yo
nukegara dake ga nokotte shimai sou ne
Loving you...

hito wa kawaru...
kokoro kawaranu...

English Translation

That season stumbled upon
I want to embrace it again
From that day onwards, I have been loving
Till when can we walk together?

People get hurt by sadness
I have been hurt so many times
By you whom I love

The moment when you passed me by, I could not do anything
I stayed still and could only look at you passing by
Parting, everything ends
My lost heart stops too
Like I'll be left in an empty shell
Loving you...

With loneliness, people get strong
I know that
I want to stop this love
The more I stop it, the more I love you

People get swung around by love
That changes the heart of people
Even that of the cute you too

The moment when you passed me by, without any words
I only looked at you
The hidden pain is overflowing
The flower which withered before blooming
Looking up at the grey sky
Oh... My tears flowed

Even if we are far apart
I will still continue to protect you, oh...
Time flows, but it does not heal my pain
Until someday when we meet again...

From outside the window, moonlight
Falls gently on my bed
Quietly, I prayed alone
The flower which withered before blooming
Like I'll be left in an empty shell
Loving you...

People change...
Hearts don't...
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
01 January 2009 @ 06:09 pm
Happy New Year everyone~

Well, although I foresee that this isn't a very good year for myself, I hope it's a good one for... whoever is reading this. Who cares. No one reads this anyways.

Right, so what gave me the foresight that this year is going to suck? Firstly, we went for a countdown party at Jasmine's place. Somehow I feel like an alien or something there. Don't ask me why, I don't know.

Oh then, while the rest stayed there overnight, I had to go home because of my "strict" parents. And while me and Qunjie were walking to the bus stop, we thought there might not be any buses so we decided to walk to Yio Chu Kang MRT station to catch a train home. But ended up walking the wrong way so we ended up walking all the way back to Khatib. =.=

First day of the year and something stupid like this happened. This is not good.

Never mind. I'm too mentally drained to think about it. Somehow I just feel like sleeping for good. =.=
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Let me sleep
Music: Bokura Dake no Mirai, Kimi no Omoi Egaita Yume Atsumeru HEAVEN
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
Another set of lyrics by yours truly. Inspired after looking up in the sky at night. Goes by the melody of Tsubasa wo Hirogete (翼を広げて) by ZARD. There are parts where the lyrics are similar to Tsubasa wo Hirogete as well.

Enjoy.
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漢字

時が流れてる 君をまだ思ってる
晴れた日でも 雨に降られても
いつも見つめてるのよ

真夜中 目覚めて見た夜空が
月は雲に隠された
僕の心もそうなっていた
君は知らないのさ

心の翼を広げた君を
見ているのよいつも
深く眠ってるその横顔が
愛し過ぎる…

朝の太陽が この地を照らしていた
一人ぼっちに 坂道を歩く
寂しい心が痛い

陽だまりの中で考えている
もし君がそばにいれば
心のどしゃ降りもやめるよ
人は変わって行く

心の翼を広げた君を
見ているのよいつも
そっと微笑んだ君のもとへと
飛んでゆくよ

心の翼を広げた君を
見ているのよいつも
深く眠ってるその横顔が
愛し過ぎる…


Romaji

toki ga nagareteru kimi wo mada omotteru
hareta hi demo ame ni furarete mo
itsumo mitsumeteru no yo

mayonaka mezamete mita yozora ga
tsuki wa kumo ni kakusareta
boku no kokoro mo sou ni natte ita
kimi wa shiranai no sa

kokoro no tsubasa wo hirogeta kimi wo
mite iru no yo itsumo
fukaku nemutteru sono yokogao ga
itoshi sugiru

asa no taiyou ga kono chi wo terashite ita
hitori bocchi ni sakamichi wo aruku
sabishii kokoro ga itai

hidamari no naka de kangaete iru
moshi kimi ga soba ni ireba
kokoro no doshaburi mo yameru yo
hito wa kawatte yuku

kokoro no tsubasa wo hirogeta kimi wo
mite iru no yo itsumo
sotto hohoenda kimi no moto e to
tonde yuku yo

kokoro no tsubasa wo hirogeta kimi wo
mite iru no yo itsumo
fukaku nemutteru sono yokogao ga
itoshi sugiru


English Translation

Time is flowing, I am still thinking of you.
On sunny days, even when I'm drenched by the rain,
I'm always gazing at you.

In the middle of the night, the sky which I saw when I opened my eyes,
The moon was hidden by the clouds.
My heart was also becoming like that,
You don't know it.

At you who have had the wings of your heart spread,
I'm always looking.
Your side face while you are sound asleep
I love it too much.

The morning sun shines on this ground.
All alone, walking on the sloping road.
My lonely heart hurts.

Thinking in the sunshine,
If only you were around me,
The downpour in my heart would stop.
People are changing...

At you who have had the wings of your heart spread,
I'm always looking.
To you who gently smiled,
I will fly.

At you who have had the wings of your heart spread,
I'm always looking.
Your side face while you are sound asleep
I love it too much.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Yay, lyrics!
Music: NIL
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
Another set of inspired lyrics. Just had the feel to write. It goes by the melody of 眠り (Nemuri) by ZARD. Sakai Izumi composed that song as well, so this is exceptionally memorable.

Enjoy.

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漢字

今日もね 太陽が輝き
大事なことも忘れるほど
あなたを思う ずっと思ってる
雨に降られるまでも

二年前の気持ちが甦る
目指していたこの運命の日
心の準備は出来たけれど
何も言わずに日が落ちる

あの時の 私の心 泣いてたように
自分の弱気に 傷付いたこと 初めてみたい

今は 言いたいことがある
だけど言えなくて 苦しくて
今は あなたの家に居る
この何も出来ぬ私…

そう、あの時の心は風に切られたみたいに
冷たい風がこの身を通る そんな切なさが…

今は 言いたいことがある
だけど言えなくて 切なくて
今は 私の胸にある
この戸惑いすぎる気持ち…

明日になればそんな気持ちが
きっとまだ胸に繰り返す…

Romaji

kyou mo ne taiyou ga kagayaki
daiji na koto wo wasureru hodo
anata wo omou zutto omotte ru
ame ni furareru made mo

ni nen mae no kimochi yomigaeru
mezashite ita kono unmei no hi
kokoro no junbi wa dekita keredo
nani mo iwazu ni hi ga ochiru

ano toki no watashi no kokoro naiteta you ni
jibun no yowaki ni kizu zuita koto hajimete mitai

ima wa iitai koto ga aru
dakedo ienakute kurushikute
ima wa anata no ie ni iru
kono nani mo dekinu watashi...

sou, ano toki no kokoro wa kaze ni kirareta mitai ni
tsumetai kaze ga kono mi wo tooru sonna setsunasa ga...

ima wa iitai koto ga aru
dakedo ienakute setsunakute
ima wa watashi no mune ni aru
kono tomadoi sugiru kimochi...

ashita ni nareba sonna kimochi ga
kitto mada mune ni kuri kaesu...

English

The sun shines today as well
To the extent of forgetting important things
I think of you Always thinking of you
Even until I get drenched in the rain

The feelings from 2 years ago revives
This fated day I was looking forward to
My heart's preparations were ready, but
The sun set without me saying anything

My heart at that time seemed to be crying
This looks like the first time I was hurt by my own weakness

Now, I have something to say
But I could not say it, and it was bitter
Now, in your house
This me who cannot do anything...

Right, at that time, my heart seemed to be cut by the wind
The cold wind passing by me, that pain is...

Now, I have something to say
But I could not say it, and it was painful
Now, in my heart
This over-confused feeling...

When tomorrow comes, that feeling will
Surely continue to repeat itself in my heart...
 
 
Mood: Look at the lyrics.
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
23 October 2008 @ 08:44 pm
*sighs of relief* Feeling good~

Anyways, today was... the last day of school? Well, we still have 2 weeks of extended programme anyways, but hey, it's the official last day of school. And we got back our report books.

To my greatest horror... I GOT SECOND IN CLASS AND LEVEL~ I didn't know why, but hey, I did it! SMSed See Fanny and she said I did a great job. When she was around, I could only get up to 4.

Anyways, thanks to my Japanese results that pulled my overall average up. I could have been the fifth instead.

Anyways, yesterday was the Social Etiquette course. It started in the morning, and lasted for a day. I left the room at 1015 to entertain the Japanese guests coming over, I gave the welcome speech and introduced the Festival Drums and Chinese Orchestra. Then the programme overran and I had to rush to Safra at 12+ to join the Social Etiquette course, where there were already finishing the meal. So I didn't have the time to care about etiquette, and ate just normally. XD

Well, nothing big happened this two days, besides the funny part when Hsinlu was 暗爽ing during recess. XD

Alright, I shall sign off here. Good day.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: ...=.=...
Music: Fushigi ne..., Sunao ni Ienakute
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
20 October 2008 @ 11:38 pm
This will be an awfully long post. Got my results and the bungalow trip to talk about. XD

First, my results. Not too happy with a few subjects, namely, Combined Humanities, Biology and Additional Mathematics.

English Language: 30/50 for Paper 2. I have no idea about Paper 1.
Higher Chinese: 148/200 (74%, DAMN)
Japanese Language: 92.78%
Elementary Mathematics: 87/100
Additional Mathematics: 58/80 (Damn.)
Biology: 71/100 (Damn.)
Chemistry: 83/100 (3rd Position)
Physics: 86/100 (Top, with Chongwei.)
Combined Humanities: 63/100 (SS: 25/50, E.Geog: 38/50)

So there you go. I sucked a bit. I'm aiming for top 3, or rather, my mother is aiming for it for me. XD

Alright, then it was Scarnival08 for the Secondary Ones on 17 October. Gee, what a tiring one. Was practically walking around for the whole day inspecting the different stations. My legs were screaming. But it was a success, my prize presentation ceremony went great. :D

Then right after that, I went home and out again to meet the rest for the BUNGALOW TRIP~ Met up at Northpoint OCBC at 1800 with Chongwei, Leesun, Qunjie, Hsinlu and Xinglai (in order of appearance, QJ and HL came together). Then we took a bus there... and we got lost while trying to find the place. Had dinner at White Sands before going on a hunt for the place.

The first night was quite boring, we reached there late and were all tired. Hsinlu was sick so he slept early, and the rest just went to lie down as well and began talking about some funny stuff, bursting out laughing like hell. XD

The second morning, we woke up quite early and were awaiting the arrival of Kailong, Diana, Pauline and Jasmine. Eileen and Evangeline came as well later. We were catching Pokemon and some Kids Central show for the last time before the channel closes. So there.

Jasmine then said that the barbecue wholesale guy called her to say that her cheque bounced, and then I had to ride the bike there all the way to Elias Mall to withdraw some $80 for the barbecue food. Of course I got it back later. Then we went out in the afternoon for bike rides and lunch. Played LAN and owned the enemy team in both games. BBQ was at night, spent some time starting the fire but hell, it was fun. We were laughing like hell over some hotdogs or something. LOLs.

Then they all went to the entertainment room for watching some VCDs. I fell asleep straight away and didn't catch anything. *laughs* Then while I fell asleep without any blankets and beside Qunjie, I woke up to find myself tucked in a blanket shared with Hsinlu, and Qunjie vanished somewhere. Woke up at 1000 and found Qunjie and the others in the next room. They went to catch some sunrise at 0430 and saw nothing. XD

Then the girls said they had to leave at around 1700 so we stayed in the room to play some cards and ordered Canadian Pizza for lunch + breakfast. Then we went to the nearby Pasir Ris Park for some playground and sea. Photos below.

Then... IT BEGAN POURING. Strolled back to the bungalow in the rain, still listening to music. XD So everyone was wet and changed before sitting down for UNO or something. Then the girls had to go, so we sent them to White Sands before leaving for Elias Mall for LAN gaming for 2 hours. Lost because of random heroes and gay enemies. XD Alright, then me, Qunjie, Hsinlu and Jiajun went to purchase some food for the second BBQ because of excess charcoal, while Kailong, Chongwei and Xinglai went back to set up the fire. We almost got lost in the foggy night. How fun~

Then after the barbecue, we actually wanted to go to e-Zone to walk around, but it was already 0000, and the place closes at 0100. So we decided not to go and went ahead for some guys talk in the room instead. Shared a whole lot of secrets and had lots of fun, seeing the true colours of certain people. XD Kailong just sat there and acted innocent while we pressed him for a name. XD
Then after the talk, we sort of fell asleep. Kailong was so fast to sleep he was snoring so loudly. We almost wanted to kick him out of the room. XD

Right, then while I was supposed to share a blanket with Jiajun and Qunjie, Chongwei needed that one as well so he pulled it over and I got nothing left while Hsinlu owned one to himself. I made him surrender half of it and share the blanket instead though. XD Then the night was scary...

Because he was sick, Hsinlu was tugging at the blanket everytime he turned, and my portion became smaller and smaller. I had to snug over and try to keep a safe distance away from him, and yet try to get myself covered. Just then, while I was "closing in" on Hsinlu, Jiajun turned over to my side and mumbled something super loudly. He was sleeptalking. And his voice sounded violent. Then he mentioned something about two bananas. This made me fear him so I turned away from him. Then he behaved like air particles. He occupied whatever space he could find sub-consciously and my mattress gradually became his. And I was stuck with my butt on the cold hard ground between a literally sick person and a mentally sick person. XD

Oh yes, then Xinglai also screamed something in his sleep, something which sounded like "EH BOTH OF YOU!", then it became silent again. Funny, uh?

We woke up and got ready to check out. Packed out stuff and moved off to White Sands to have breakfast. I had McDonald's Hotcakes and Iced Milo, and because I was so thirsty, I finished the Sprite which Hsinlu could not finish. And I suppose Milo and Sprite aren't good friends. Well, I could hold it until I reached home. Took a bus back to Yishun and alighted at Khatib. A few of them went back to school while Hsinlu went back to sleep. Qunjie went back home then to school. Me too.

Then we had to do more work. Scarnival08 for the Secondary Twos is tomorrow, and I've got a whole lot to do. I needa rush now.

Photos Time:



During the barbecue, photo courtesy of... the girls. Xinglai's face is gone with the smoke. XD



This is the fun and cool "Roulette of Destiny" at Pasir Ris Park. We were playing it on Saturday when they played with a puddle of muddy water and splashed them all around. Gee. The girls played them on Sunday though.



At the breakwater by the sea. Note: Hsinlu isn't in the picture because he was emo-ing at the other side for some unknown reasons. The scenery here fits Yureru Omoi ("きらめく波が砂浜潤して") and Natsu wo Matsu Seiru no You ni very well.



Group Photo taken by a stranger.



The guys crowding at the stairs of the McDonald's while the girls ate. Hey.

HAD LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN AT THE BUNGALOW. HOPE TO HAVE IT AGAIN~
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Busy Busy~
Music: In My Arms Tonight, Ai wa Kurayami no Naka de, Rainen no Natsu mo
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
13 October 2008 @ 10:02 pm
Am tired like hell... I slept at 2+am yesternight and woke up at like... 8.30am this morning. Got ready, went to school for Scarnival again. We still have one more week before everything becomes done. So, we had to help help help and meet meet meet all day long my bones are crying.

Finalized and printed all the necessary stuff except the Feedback and Evaluation forms today. It was a lot of work, hell. Then we went to have lunch and began shopping for Scarnival items like 80 packets of corn flour and 80 packets of rice flour, some 30 bottles of ketchup and 30 bottles of soft drink (1.5 or 2 litres ones). Well, I had to go early because I had to take my Japanese results...

And the results are here.

Listening: 14/15
Oral: 9/10
Essay: 13.7
Paper: 58.5
EOY Total: 95.2

Overall: 92.78

I hope that was good, I hope I can top the level. *prays hard*

My eyelids are closing. And I've just spent more than 2 hours completing some Wei story mode on Musou Orochi. Tired... I shall sign off here. Tomorrow's school, and we'll be getting back results. I think I sucked totally. *depressed*
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Damn...
Music: NIL
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
11 October 2008 @ 12:53 am
*stretches* Holy, my whole body aches.

Went back school today for Scarnival stuff again. Let's see, I was the first to reach, so Mrs Chan spotted me and told me that my Physics paper had room for improvements because I could not deliver the concepts well, or something. She said "I can tell that you understand the concept, but you didn't express it well.". Sadded early in the morning. Saw Mrs Choo tutoring some people and saw our Biology results beside her. 71/100, more sadded.

Then Mdm Yeo came and told Mrs Chan to brief me about their discussion yesterday, and thus she told me some very very long instructions. Spent the whole day in the computer lab correcting the formats, writing purchase list and doing up questions and answers.

Oh, then the rest were also in the computer lab doing up on things like Prom Night and Combined Sports Camp or something. That's when Xinglai said he needed to go early because he has promised to have lunch with some friends, namely, Jasmine and the girls + Hsinlu. Okay, I was invited as well, but I can't make it because of why I was in school today. Xinglai, who requested to be let off, got scolded by Mdm Yeo for not setting his priorities. XD

So I stayed there for the whole day. Went for lunch at Buddy Hoagies, student special. Then went to the nearby coffeeshop to takeaway lunch for Mdm Yeo, Mrs Jessie Tan and 2 peeps. Reached rather late, got complained by the teachers for starving Mrs Tan's unborn baby. Tired...

And because of the Graduation Ceremony, the computer lab was to be vacated at 1515. Needed to find a new place to do our work, which was at Yishun Safra. Sat down and discussed about tomorrow's agenda and did some stuff like venues, etc. Yes, we're going back tomorrow as well. Need to tidy up more stuff.

Alright, I shall sign off for now and go to sleep. Good night.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: ._.
Music: Sunao ni Ienakute
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
09 October 2008 @ 01:25 pm
Whew~ The exams are officially OVER!

Let's see...

The English Paper 2 was okay, Passage A was a killer, Passage B was better, I could answer, just didn't know if they were correct.

Physics was a piece of cake. Finished it quite easily, might have made a few careless mistakes though.

Social Studies was a killer, like usual. The source-based were stupid and the essays were stupider. When I knew one part, I didn't know the other. So it was hard to choose questions.

E-Maths was alright, the paper was easy, but I've made a few careless mistakes here and there.

E.Geography was alright, I did study and they came out. So I think I knew what I was writing, at least.

Higher Chinese was quite manageable, although I didn't know what I was writing about.

Biology was alright as well, I studied, but there were some stupid mistakes I made. Like I said the ciliary body relaxes when looking at distant objects. It's stupid.

Today was A-Maths, I could do most of the questions and get most answers. I don't know who's correct and who's wrong, though.

Alright, I don't want to think about those stuff anymore. It's playing time.

Bro just got Warriors Orochi, the original one, and I've just started playing. It was fun, but a bit tiring because it's too long. XD

And I have animes to watch and games to play. Also, Scarnival preparations and class outings. I'm so busy~

Good day, I shall go catch a nap now. Just finished a few hours of Orochi.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: I wanna sleep~
Music: NIL
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
01 October 2008 @ 12:28 am
Err... Happy Birthday Anna?

Look, tons of birthdays recently.

Anyways, today was.. monotonous. Woke up at 0400 this damn morning by an SMS from my Bro. Damn him to SMS me in the midnight. He was at Brunei, and was coming back this evening after spending the whole September there. I was so sick yesterday night I slept at 2100+, and I thought I could have a nice long sleep as school starts late today. But he had to wake me up...

That SMS kept me awake until 0600. Damnation.

Anyways, woke up at 0730 with a slight headache and sore throat. Was telling what Bro said in the SMS and felt like dying. Climbed out of bed to get ready for school...

But after I reached school, I guess the laughter made me feel better. Was pretty much laughing throughout the day, and that caused a headache later in the day. I thought I didn't need the A-Maths retest because I scored 35/40 for the original test, but Mr Goh insisted that I take it. So I went to look for him in the library after school. Gee, the paper wasn't really hard, but my headache was blocking my thoughts.

Then Mr Goh was there playing with his iPhone. Rich guy. And he had difficulties using the touch-screen function because he has amazingly long nails.

I finished the test, and was sitting around helping him with his Hangman game. Then later helped Diana and gang with their E-Maths for a bit. They were doing the test we had. Then later I went home at around 1700.

Took a shower, talked to Mum for a bit before napping away until 2000. Woke up to see Bro already in his room watching anime. The present he got for me at Brunei? A notebook cool pad which costs like... $6. How "nice" of him.

Then watched a lot of Recca (again) on the VCDs because Mikagami Tokiya rocks so much. Neon too! So sad that Fukyo Waon has to be destroyed.

Alright, my left nostril is now blocked. The right one was yesterday. Damn.

I'm downloading Digimon Rumble Arena ROM file now. 99% :D

I'm missing them, Renamon, Terriermon.

Alright, I shall sign off now. My nose is irritating me again. Good day.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: My nose...
Music: Kiga Kaikyou, Motto Chikakude Kimi no Yokogao Mite Itai
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
29 September 2008 @ 08:36 pm
Well, the Japanese Written Exams was generally alright. The listening was easy, the paper was rather simple, considering I studied so hard, and the only concern I have is my Sakubun. I hope I do well.

I'm sick, so sick. Not just a runny nose, but also flu and a little bit of coughing. I'm gonna take some Panadols later and sleep early. Let's see if I can get to school tomorrow. :D

I hope I do well this time round. Heavens, bless me.

Izumi-san, thank you.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Sick.
Music: Nil
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
28 September 2008 @ 10:38 pm
Yet another stressful and lethargic day in the life of the InfernaBeast. Woke up quite late today because I didn't see the need to wake up early. Didn't have breakfast and went out with Dad and Mum to Northpoint. Dad needed to purchase some printer ink cartridge, and we thought we could just go around shopping.

It seems like John Little is having a storewide sales, so we went and took a look. Dad got me a long sleeve polo-tee and some school ankle socks. Yes, we aren't suppose to wear them, but who cares?

Before that we actually saw this nice shirt at Giordano, but the salesgirl who talked about the World Without Strangers thing sorta scared us a little. And Dad didn't buy anything.

Oh, then we had lunch at the nearby coffeeshop and went home. I took a nap because I wasn't in the mood to study. Then I woke up, ate some stuff and began mugging for my Japanese Written Paper tomorrow. Did quite a lot of studying, hope I can get a good grade tomorrow.

泉水さん、お願いします。

But hey, I caught a cold. Runny nose is running now.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Runny nose...
Music: Mou Sagasanai
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
24 September 2008 @ 07:56 pm
Happy Birthday Gerra! Gee, quite a lot of birthdays lately.

Anyways, I feel the pressure... My Japanese Oral is done with, I think I scored pretty alright, no full marks though. I hope I'm wrong about it and Fujimoto-sensei is kind enough to close one eye at my mistakes.

And because I don't know how the other classes fared for their tests, I don't know how I'm placed. I shall work hard and try to get a high overall result for all I care. Top is my goal.

Paper 1 is this Friday, I'm stressed out... I shall go study now. Good-bye.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Nooooo~
Music: NIL
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
23 September 2008 @ 09:40 pm
It's coming... Tomorrow is my Japanese Oral. I hope no hard vocabulary comes out. I have no idea what I can speak about during conversation... *troubled*

Today's A-Maths test began as a killer, later it became easy when Mr Goh gave hints here and there. And he just sort of said out the answer to one question.

Alright, so what's over is over. I must work really hard to get that first position. If I fail to get it this year, I will still work hard next year, but I really hope to get it this year as well.

*stressed* It's so warm here. I've gotta go study now. Good-bye.

Oh right, Happy Birthday Hsinlu.

I shall update tomorrow on how my Japanese Oral was.

EDIT: Holy I'm feeling so giddy now... My head is spinning... I hope I'll be alright.
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: Not feeling that great, warm..
Music: Kanariya
 
 
~Beastrife-sama~
23 September 2008 @ 12:00 am
It's just right 0000 now. LOL.

24 September - Japanese Oral Examination

26 September - English and Chinese Language Paper 1

29 September - Japanese Written Examination

3 October - English Language Paper 2 + Pure Physics

6 October - Social Studies + Elementary Mathematics

7 October - Elective Geography + Pure Chemistry

8 October - Higher Chinese Paper 2 + Pure Biology

9 October - Additional Mathematics

I suppose we don't have school on 10 October because all our papers have ended. And there's also no school on 13 October because it's marking day. *rejoices*
 
 
Location: Home
Mood: -_-
Music: You and me (and...), Motto Chikakude Kimi no Yokogao Mite Itai
 
 
 
 

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